Ohh Heaven is a Place on Earth !!

12:42pm: So tryouts for Anything Goes.... didnt go so well but whatever, the only reason im really doing the play is to be at school longer so i really dont care what part i get, Im waiting for Mr. Haynes to post the cast list for the show if i get something WOWHOO but if not all well ill live. I'm not a big fan of tap dancing but I guess i will grow to like it.
Very excited that i have my new computer, I am stealing the internet connection in the theatre from Mr. B ehehhee all well, the only bummer is that i cant go on Facebook because it is blocked...
I have to go to work tonight

Hey if anyone knows how to get AOL connection on Windows Vista to work please tell me. Becuase i can get it to sign on to about the 6th step and then after that it boots of and says THE COMPUTER CAN NOT COMPLETE THIS INTERNET CONNECTION and then something about PERSONAL MacAFEE FIREWALL. so if you know how to fix this that would be wonderful!!! HELP!

12:37pm: WEnt to work tuesday night and then came home and went to bed.
Wednessday- Did homework- basically stayed in my Pj's till 4:30 then took a shower and went to the dentist, and found i have to get my wisdom teeth out!! Super i cant wait!
Thursday- i slept till 11 got up took a shower and started my homework. and im listening to josh groban.
I have a horroible cold and sore throat, and i sound like kermit the frog, and tomorrow i have to get up and take my grandma to the hair dressers and then take the cat to the vet.

I wish mike would call me too. but the bum is in florida all week. I miss him. Boowhoo.

But i got new school shoes last night, well i ordered them, i found the polka dot shoes that i had before and i broke them, but i found them again and i ordered them, and they are much cheaper!! SO yay!

Wishing my cold would go away.

10:14pm: so i went to first period and then left to go to the dentist but by the time i got out of there it was 12 30 and school gets out an hour later somy mom was like im not taking you. so i went home and called armand and told him to pick me up when he was heading to chorus. so theni went to school for chorus after school and then we playd in the hallway and i danced for ever, it felt soo good. I did hardshoe like the whole time.it was amazing!

I called like every bookstore in RI and finally found the book for english. Good luck to the rest of the class because i honestly dont think there are enough copies in RI for the class.

Came home read some of WICKED and fell asleep, then had dinner, studied for forenscis and english.

Talked to nick on line for a bit and now im gonna go read somemore.

Erins coming home in 2 days

Eww i have to go to check up tomorrow. I hate them.. like whoa. because my pediatrician is my cousin well he wasnt at first but then he put my mom and my step dad together and he was realted to my stepdad. so then he became my cousin. Can u say AWKWARD...

WICKED!

9:42pm: 2 days till alicias birthday.

rehearsal then work fun funday.

i have got to go get clothes for the play.

tis all.
nothing else to say

10:43am: Yesterday i spent the day reading and waiting and then Armand and mike and erin came and they stayed for while and we all played wall ball an i kept hitting mike. then armand left and erin, mike and i went swimming and then we were off to see the fireworks... it was alot of fun, and we took a lot of pictures there. the only thing i wish was that armand could be there, but he was not.. the BUM anyway the fireworks were awsome and we spent alot of time talking and gooffing. 

and in the shower i hit my head so hard on the towel rack i have a huge bump on the side of my forehead. 

Its my nephew's birthday today so we are having a party. and i bought a huge balloon for him...

tis all for now....

YAY..... i get to spend two whole days with my mother........ save me..........

8:23pm: at mymoms worl sitting on the floor usong her computer.... shes moveing her office and i was suppossed to help but i saw a computer.. LOL so i was supossed to go to aparty today but that didnt work out, and i think the whole fire works thing tomorrow night is not gong to work out either... but i hope it does. well more later i have nothing else to say..

ohh well maybe i do..
Erin met my old Father(priest) not dad.. and she was like i am a friend of erika and he was all aww i like her, shes so nice.. but anyway sometime i am going to go with erin to church so i can see him again..  and i dont like the new priest at my church hes a dodo and cant relate to younger people....


tis al lfor now

9:03pm: SO i was so super late for rehersal today because i took my grandmother to an appointment at 9 adn did not get back untill 1 then i had to fly home and pick armand up and then we flew back to LSA. we were and hour and half late..... 

then after practice we (ERIN ARMAND and I ) went walking around LSA and tlaked and ran into father Kenney and then walked some more and talked and then we sat on the ground and talked and then armand was like look its a snake and i jumped out of my skin and he starts crackin up and hes like its a twig... LOL funny fun fun joke. ...

Then went back to my grandmas house with them then erin took armand and i back to my house and then we all dipersed. 

I feel like i did so much more then that today but i cant remember what else.

ANyway i have a job interview in the morning i hope i get it.

I"M GROUNDED ....
and i went up to mr haynes and i was like your gonna kill me but i cant come to practice on wednesday cuz im grounded and he was like ok, um what did you do and i was like this. and he was like the play and i was like yup and then he said well i guess i should not call your mother then, yup LOL he laughed but he didnt really care. anyway yea... this is going to be one wonderful 4th of july....


gahh more later

9:20pm:           I hate my mother i fucking hate how she treats me. SHe doesnt support me in anything i ever do. she doesnt want me in this musical, she didnt want me in Oliver or music man.. WHat the fuck. I cant stand it i want out, out of this house, out of everything. I want to live in school. YOu have no idea. get me out.  i am so sick of her, she brought me down all year and now this. SHe has more faith in her daughter that got pregnant at 17 and failed out of highschool, then me . because according to her i am stupid for  wanting to be in plays and not study my brain out all summer. So she yells at me constantly yea way to be suppotive mother. Get me out............. let me live with my grandmother. im sorry is it my fault that the week we are performing is the week you want to go on vacation.Um noo... Go by yourself and your husband have a grand time, because i dont want to come. I dont want to be with you while you put me down and yell at me. I little love would not hurt. 
        i have never cried so much in my life than i did this year, i was never an emotional person ever, i used to be like ughh someone died whoops. no but now my mother turned me into someone who can no longer keep the tears inside and they always come spiling out making me seem like a baby
 What the fuck its summer and i can do what i want, theres no school and no grades but yet i should stay and study for the invisible teats that exisit and not be in a musical. Support in my family = none/non existant.

4:47pm: Wisconsin milk MOO MOO MOO MOOOO
so i spent the day with mrs. ingalls at orchard farms elementary school! it was soo much fun! I loved the classroom and the school and HER and everything!! It was an amazing expierence and Im going back tomorrow.!!!

Just thought i say that !!!